Next Button
December 31, 2020
It feels so weird...
I used to feel something every time I listen to songs
An emotion hit me, brought me back to the past
But I went nowhere, I just missed the person
Hoping you would feel the same, would come back
We all know that is not the case
I have been in this stagnant moment for too long
I have forgotten what was actually happening to me
How am I supposed to feel?
What should I actually feel?
Weird, I feel nothing, nothing
No more song inspires me
No more song I play on repeat
I keep pressing the next button
Hoping I find one that matches my mood
But I just keep pressing the next button
What I used to love is no longer loved
All songs have become so unfamiliar
Empty...
Mood swing...
Nothing, I feel nothing
But somehow I know I'm better off like this
My enormous love in music can't give me satisfaction
The lyrics became non-sense, the melody became flat
Songs could no longer warm my cold heart
I should keep trying to find new songs for my playlist
But I have no desire to do that
One thing I'm sure, the present is better from the past
Although now I feel nothing, I know I'm better off like this
Can I stay like this for a while?
Is there better things to discover?
Weird, it's getting comfortable for me
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ED 25122020
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